Guess what? I’m getting a Facebook!

Gotcha.

“And I thought my jokes were bad…” You got excited for a minute there didn't ya?

I don’t ever want to hear a boy complain about puberty and their voice changing again. We have 4 new chickens, and they’re in “teenage” level right now. And they sound absolutely hilarious! There are two roosters and they crow all the time, but it’s so sad and pathetic, it sounds like someone’s strangling them! Guys think it sounds funny when their voices change, well it’s nothing compared to a rooster! No more complaining to me, God could have made it so ya’ll sound like teenage roosters. Besides, every girl I know, including me, doesn’t think it sounds bad at all for your voice to crack. Don’t stress about it so much. As a matter of fact I like it when guys’ voices crack! Don’t ask me why, I just think it sounds neat.

I Maroon 5’s song I Won’t Go Home Without You. I like the beat. Believe it or not! That’s not usually the kind of beat I like, but it’s a neat song. The music video is sappy though. It’s cool until the end and it just… ends. It’s just like… over and it leaves you feeling depressed! Makes me[wonder] mad! Seriously though, I really like the song.

So I had this recent conversation with a guy about finding the “one person” God has for you. Because I believed that it wasn’t right to go searching for someone, trying people out until you found your “type.” It kind of made me feel like that basically compared girls and guys to like… brands of soda. Gotta try each one out to find the kind I like best. Well how the heck does that work? It really frustrated me! The more I thought about it I got more and more angry so I asked my mom about it. To see what her view on it was. And Bam-Slam “Thank you ma’am!” she said basically the same thing he did! Some important facts were different in her opinion, but I was so miffed! I was seriously ticked! I guess I was thinking that it kind of seemed like a slam to God if you went “out looking” for someone, I mean [I hate to throw a bible verse at you] Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." I guess I always took that as meaning, “I’ve got everything under control. You don’t have to worry about anything.” I mean, a hope and a future? That means that everything I want, a good guy, kids, my own house, a perfect life, God’s going to provide all that for me… right? I thought that going out and looking on your own was kind of like saying, “I don’t trust you God, I’ll handle this on my own.” That’s what it seems like it is right? Wrong! I didn’t realize it until after my conversation-cough-argument [that I LOST dang snap…] but that verse does not mean he’s going to give me everything I want. I still don’t agree with trying people out. Yes, I [now] believe that I’m going to have to find someone, I mean God’s not going to drop a ribbon-wrapped guy on my front door with a note that says “To: Danielle Frankland, Here’s your Prince Charming!” It won’t be that easy. But I also don’t believe that I need to go around dating people, trying them out, breaking hearts, playing around, having fun 24/7, doing my own thing to find the “guy of my dreams.” I don’t think it’s worth it to risk doing something really stupid all for the sake of finding the guy for me. But I understand now, it’s not getting handed to me on a silver platter. I look back now and think on what it was I believed and I’m like… HAHA! You idiot! Did you really think it was going to be that easy? You dork. But seriously, it weird that I thought that. I honestly think that I’d never thought of it in that certain way enough to realize how stupid my thinking was. So I guess, in conclusion, I understand what you’re saying mom, and what you’re saying, un-named dude from who this conversation started. I get it now. Though there are still some things you both said that I’m shaky on, not quite sure if I agree with that. But thats a different argument, a different time eh? =] En garde.

It’s not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won’t go home without you

I need to go to bed because I’ve gotta[feeling] get up eeeeeearly tomorrow. I’m working till 5 tomorrow, so I’m going to go get my stuff set out so I can just stumble out of bed and into the car. Lol.

Keep it real guys.

Seriously, I love you all. You’re beautiful. –clicks tongue-